Couples Corner: Jealousy

Jealousy? Is there a word like that? I believe that this word is used when you something that will threaten your relationship with your partner, like seeing your partner holding hands with other girl or dating another woman.. but if you feel like hammering your partner's head because you found a text in his cellphone from a girl's name or you feel like burning your husband's clothes because he did not went home the time you are expecting him to.. well it is called PARANOIA.. and I always got that.. I am paranoid! nyahaha

My recent paranoia attack was 2 days ago when I learned that someone I knew seems to be having an affair. Now that made me think faster than the horse in Sta Anna race track. I thought what if my hubby had an affair before, what if he will have an affair in the near future? what if.. what if.. what if..

As for the hubby.. he is also paranoid or maybe just being right. I remember when we were just starting and I was an active member of our organization. As a member, we are to hop around the campus inviting other orgs to a certain activity. It so happens that I am with a gay friend and while walking around the campus we were holding each other's hand. When he learned about it he was furious. He said that people who knew that I am his girl would think bad about me.. and so on. Another instance was when one of our fraternity brother hugged me and he was mad too.

Only later that I realized what he really means. And from then on I tried to avoid male.. and if you will notice I don't have much male friends in the blogniverse..and that when I organize a meet up, only girls are allowed to join. I don't talk to them to prevent future arguments. It is ok with me as I am not really friendly to opposite sex.